一首非常有意义的歌

我做人做了 23 年， 我认为到现在我的人生是一团糟。我没有明确的人身目标；没有认真过； 也没有真正的努力过。不过我可以说没有一件事情我做了后悔的。 年轻嘛，有什么事做了足够让你后悔一辈子？我可以说，在这经历生命的过程里，我对人生有了一些想法， 这几个道理，有些我一直都坚持，有些我还在学习；跟自己学，跟别人学，跟世界学。

1。享受最小的成就

人身苦短，在你活在这世界里，成就并非必然，即使是非常渺小的成就。享受最小的成就，造就大成就的可能。

2。人是善变的

人不是石头，即使石头都有可能会变。 改变是必然；但是变好坏是个人选择。这对自己或别人都是一样的，所以做人要留意这一点

3。角度塑造人生

我觉得在我们眼前的世界，只是我们的观念，想法，以及视野拟造出来的。虽然几百万个人可以活在同一个城市里，但我相信很多人眼前的世界比较下来，会有天一般的差距。

4。相信无限可能，让思维海阔天空

我没有顶尖的脑袋，没什么本事一步一步的把人生计划下来，即使我有本事，也不想这样做。人生必须充满可能性，这是我不想放弃的生活概念。什么都有可能，我相信无限可能。这是我想学习并加以练习的道理。

5。别被金钱控制

这是现代（21世纪）世界，金钱的威力不是每个人都可以了解或控制。我对金钱的看法， 量力而为，学会分析机会，有就是有，没就是没。我观察了不少人，有些人用金钱来衡量自己。穷的就低微，有的还会不惜一切死了都要逃离贫穷。富的就高傲，眼里只有他们的世界，没有其他的。但是，也有人穷的有骨气，用自己的方式过活，快活 ； 富的就谦虚，有自己独特的想法，低调。这四种人，我不知道会变成那一种，但是希望是后面两个，希望能找到我自己的一套想法。

一首让我有感触的歌

最近看了部港剧，叫天与地。这首歌是主题曲。我认为歌词与我的想法太像了。

这首歌出现在我生命的这个阶段，实在太巧了。

歌词如下：

年少無知

年少多好　頑劣多好 不甘安於封建制度裡
迷信上街真理會達到 旗幟高舉　群眾聲討
不惜犧牲一切去上訴權貴的想法太俗套
只可惜生活是一堆挫折　只可惜生命是必須妥協

年少多好　貧困多好 一蚊積蓄足以快樂到
廉價結他抒發我暴躁 財富得到　年歲不保
捐輸不必講究有回報人世間總會有異數
只可惜生活是一聲發洩只可惜生命是一聲抱歉怕追討

如果命運能選擇十字街口你我踏出的每步更瀟灑
如果活著能坦白舊日所相信價值不必接受時代的糟蹋

年少多好　朋友多好 一番爭執不會有被告
遊戲競爭不會記入腦 年歲增長　無法修補
青春的詩總會老　時間多恐怖

如果命運能選擇十字街口 你我踏出的每步無用困惑
如果活著能坦白舊日所相信價值今天發現還未老
如果命運能演習現實中不致接納一生每步殘酷抉擇
留守過去的想法我會否好像這樣生於世上無目的鞭撻

Anti racism or pro racism - People of facebook, do not support racism

Recently many people are making videos featuring explicit contents of racism. For sure, people who lit the fire of racism is the worst, they are the people who don't realise that we all are just a bunch of living things on a lonely planet which is in a universe gazillion times bigger than it (isn't that a good reason for all of us to stay together in unison and peace??? even if it's not in a global level, at least in a nation, we should ditch the hatred... I can talk about unity and hatred for the whole day but back to the topic...) But seriously, Malaysia is not exactly a developed country, many places are still very poor, can we afford just one more negative issue to cripple our development??

We know that it's not good to start these 'racism rally' and youbook isn't exactly helping. With youbook, these 'rallies' spread like wildfire. BUT, one irony that I find recently is people in facebook sharing these 'videos of hatred'( Now one thing here is that I want you guys to be clear that people who started this and the people who are spreading this might or might not be the same people, I’m sure you guys are not the one who start this but spreading it is nothing you should be proud of either). Supposedly, these people who had shared the videos thinks they are anti-racism; but what they don't realise is that by sharing these videos, they are actually helping those who had started the racism issue to spread their message. Not only that, they are also involving their facebook friend in this hatred and doesn't anyone notice that this adds to the snowball effect of the racism rally (and yes, in my opinion, believe it or not there is a rally happening right now, in the digital world, war has gone to a whole new era huh@@)???

I can tell all of you that I am anti-racism and I know what the situation is like in Malaysia; we joke about other races and I'm sure if one race jokes, other races joke too. Jokes are fun, but if these words that come out from what supposedly are jokes became tools of hatred and racism, then it's not fun anymore.. I know that people have dignity, that all the different ethnics have dignity, but people have to realise the power of facebook, it’s not as private as you think it is; if you are angry, there are many ways to express yourself, but I’m pretty sure spreading racism videos isn’t one of them.

Ok, now to the question, ‘if like this cannot, then what is correct le?? What you want us to do about it???’ I know I am not a revolutionist or some clever guy from ancient Greece and I might not have the stand here to tell people what to do; but what I know is that this phenomena going on in facebook now is not a good sign and I’m sure that some people will agree with me.. So now let me ask you guys who think you’ve done nothing wrong, ‘If you think that doing this is the right cause, then where do you think this is heading???’ ~~Action -> consequence~~ What do you think will happen next?? A massive swirl of hatred brewing in our nation, and what is even scarier is that it’s brewing in the pot of where most of us a dwell every day, our beloved facebook.

I’m not trying to scare you guys here but I think it’s really happening, the end of the world. If no asteroid is going a million miles an hour toward earth and the skin of the earth is not shifting towards one another; then we will kill each other, eventually. Now I can hear: ‘Aiya, where got so serious, talk only ma???’ What I’m trying to say here people are often ignorant about small problems and deliberately let them to snowball into a big problem. The world is a place of chaos according to Murphy’s Law, coupled with the Butterfly Effect, we are really heading for something big here. So don’t provoke the world until it retaliates, even if there’s nothing physical happening. We might only feel it in our heart at the moment, the hatred, the fury; but if we don’t attempt to find a way out of or around this, very soon we might feel it on our candy asses…

BACK, chosen a great time to be back......

First of all, this is just a spontaneous move. The pre-report about the mandarin duck poll will not be continued because it is severely biased and also in all these bias-ness it is proven that mandarin ducks are in fact, not cute at all, period. Again, it's almost exam and I'm blogging; again, I'm completely ignorant about any matters concerning exams.... Again, I'm down in the Lazist Bar doing even what the laziest of the lazistssssss would do..

Damn, do I have a bartender here? If do, please pass me a cocktail, and let's burn everything up once more...

Pre-report.( Mandarin Duck report)

Before I post the report for the recent mandarin ducks poll, I wish to say something about the poll. First of all, the poll was made to investigate people's view on things that are not so literally true. That is to say that this poll was made to observe the general view of people so as to prove a point. As the subject of this poll is about cuteness of mandarin ducks, we assume cute as a crucial adjective to describe the subject, mandarin ducks. One could say the mandarin duck is a bird-like duck or also a duck-like bird. The are possibilities that one could think mandarin duck is a bird-like duck which is cute and also a duck-like bird which is not cute and also vice-versa. Thus, what is implied here is that the process of reaching an opinion toward the subject in this poll could be directed to various branches of thoughts. This will may cause unreliable result from the initial thought one have towards the subject. But in the end, what I had stated above are just statements that support the saying: " Beauty (or cuteness) is in the eyes of the beholder". As someone in the past had said: "There is no beauty( or cuteness) that have no strangeness in some of its proportions." Those strangeness could become a blurring factor to the voters' final decision. Therefore, before posting the report for this poll, I want to say that the result of this poll may not emanate the TRUTH.

Good news

U can now view top gear in my blog... ^^

Ice cream and the Robot...

Ice cream

the Robot

This is an ice cream I've eaten.. and this, is the Robot which developing process I had involved in. Now, ice cream and the Robot, cool and tasty. I strangely remind me of Beauty and the Beast. Guess how many scoop of ice cream is in the picture, and how many lego pieces is in the robot....
If you got it correct, you stand a chance of winning both the ice cream and the Robot... Just kidding.. Haha, peace..

Celebrity Morph by MyHeritage

Lol, the face between me and her looks more pretty.....

MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Ancestry search

Emptiness accompanies me....

Fake Porsche, pictures of supercars, crap mp3, and an empty wallet

Empty bowls

Empty bowls

Recently, I had my wallet emptied, and pretty much everything else. My grades are almost 'emptied' too... nah don't mention about that anymore... Now, I am left with a fake Porsche, a MP3, some pictures of supercars, plenty of unrealistic dreams, and a EMPTY WALLET... Sod. This is life, enjoy it to the fullest, let go, and let fate bring you wherever it wants you to be... And, no complains...

How I became me? Or what became of me? ICHI

First, I know you'd probably not be interested in this post(because it's about me), unless you cant define boredom or you are really interested in me (so far nobody is, hehe)... However, I'm still gonna write this because I'm a retarded bragger of crap(lolx. Damn, how could I describe myself like this)... No la, I write this because I want to do something different from the list-of questions-to-know-me-more blog tag stuff...

I'd lived in this world for over 19 years. It's a long time for organic beings such as me and you. I was born at 19th September 1989, which means I'm a Virgo, like Michael Jackson... Maybe being a Virgo is where this story will start, or maybe being a lazist is where my life starts...

I don't have a vague memory of my childhood, but I am not very sure why, because I am not usually absent-minded. Maybe my childhood is not much of a drama. I was not a very loud child so teachers kinda like me when I was a kid. So I think there's nothing interesting from my life until I was 13. When I incidentally had appendicitis the same day my friend got himself into an accident. We were hospitalize at the same day. Very funny. When I was 13, I rode my friend's bike and ramp onto somebody's front bumper and I was so dumb to give him my real phone number. This became one of my greatest regrets in my life...

Back then, I thought I was going to be a surgeon or something like that...

I think my thought process all this while is what we commonly call naive. Or maybe it's just too much perfectionism meshed with my shoddy thoughts. When I was 15 or 16, I started of find out more about myself. I know I got a little brains but I know that I'm lazy too. My straight A's steak stops at SPM, in which I got 8 Rojak A's. I guess that is as far as my brain is gonna bring me. Now I'm not sure what is going to bring me higher...

People usually thought I'm brilliant, but in the end they will eventually realize that I'm just a fluke; although by then they won't tell me that I'm a fluke. Lol.

Being a lazy guy or a lazist is both my disadvantage and advantage. I was able to relax in almost any situation, sometimes people, especially my mom, thought I'm not serious in anything. The moment I'm writing this I got four assignments at hand and I'm still wanting to write longer. It's not that I don't give a f**k, it's just that---- I'm stuck with my words... lolX.

Keep bragging...

Me writing this long. Hmm, maybe most people who know me would think this is not me, but I gotta tell you that if I write, I can continue all day long. Those who don't understand me just live on with your life, maybe I'm a little different, the chemistry in me is kinda... ironic. Now I'm talking like I'm a perverted murderer or something like that, but no, that's definitely not me. I cry over an ant's death.

Grudge against me...

No, there's no grudge against me. Well.... I'm not sure about that actually.... Lol, this is really crap... Why would anyone hate someone who would post no threats against them?

Love...

I love this world. I love my family. I love my dog. Females? I don't know what i'm pursueing for in my love life, honestly. This is the blurrest thing in my life, I got no direction in this field. If you are going to trap me in a genjutsu (refer to naruto), use love life sekai , for sure I will never come out of it... I sound like a retard in this, tough I looks good *ahem, but girls don't fall for a perverted lazist like me. Haha........... Dun flame me for saying myself is leng zai... As for the one you thought I love, she's not the one for me; the one you thought loves me, she's not my type; you, I don't favour you either....

Hate...

I hate no one in this world. No excepts. I find no reason to hate anyone because it's a waste of time. But don't say that I love everyone, I'm not that gay...

Well, this is all for Part ICHI. Part NI will be out soon so watch out, and don't hate me or think otherwise about me after this... ^^v Peace.

The rain. The passion to it.

I said i can't say that I hate the rain because in a way or two, I like it also. There's no obvious reason for this but what I wanted to tell is that the rain is something I was not really connected to but feel strangely attached to. It's like a deja vu.. Few days ago a friend incidentally suggested me that I should walk home in the rain. When I think about it, I suddenly feel surprisingly attached to the rain, having to feeling of letting the rain to embrace myself. You may think I'm a weirdo but the rain does this to me, letting me feel a sudden epiphany of the true meaning of life. Maybe I'm just a weirdo who had experienced a sudden epiphany, or maybe I'm just a weirdo. Or maybe I should stop calling myself a weirdo because everybody is a weirdo as everybody is special (genetically and personally). Maybe only people who doesn't realize the existence of others around them calls themselves weirdos. I know this is stretching to infinity but I'm saying this because I considered the possibility of it. Once again, the RAIN had given me something. This is a gift from nature, a lesson to learn from where we came out from.
“The best thing one can do when it's raining is to let it rain.”
(the most popular American Poet in the 19th century, 1807-1882)

The rain. The resolution.

I can't say that I hate the rain but sometimes it's quite irritating. It rained last week when I'm in school. Me and my friend got no umbrella to get to his car. I am thinking of buying an umbrella from the campus' merchandise display, but there was no umbrella there. I wonder why universities sell all kind of merchandises but not umbrella. Maybe those dudes in there haven got a tinge of knowledge about practicality. I'm NOT complaining, instead I'm just curious of how different other people's thought are from mine. Maybe I'm just a weirdo, or maybe I'm just to much of a perfectionist( you know? typical virgo). Back in the bar, I'm just trying to make a complimentary post to the RAIN because it let me realise something important for me....

Something bout Philip the Bulb

This is Bulb. He's a libra. Recently he's working on a girl.... Erm, *cough. OK, now he quite a genius and he laughs at jokes, especially by ZOHAN.... Here's him laughing.... unliterally.... at Mr. You-Stole-My-Goat.

Virgin Post

Ok, now. Ahem... This is my virgin post and here comes. I created this blog 3 days before my 19th birthday. I am a Virgo and that's all of my intro. (I got limited talent in introducing myself, dunno y......)