How I became me? Or what became of me? ICHI

First, I know you'd probably not be interested in this post(because it's about me), unless you cant define boredom or you are really interested in me (so far nobody is, hehe)... However, I'm still gonna write this because I'm a retarded bragger of crap(lolx. Damn, how could I describe myself like this)... No la, I write this because I want to do something different from the list-of questions-to-know-me-more blog tag stuff...

I'd lived in this world for over 19 years. It's a long time for organic beings such as me and you. I was born at 19th September 1989, which means I'm a Virgo, like Michael Jackson... Maybe being a Virgo is where this story will start, or maybe being a lazist is where my life starts...

I don't have a vague memory of my childhood, but I am not very sure why, because I am not usually absent-minded. Maybe my childhood is not much of a drama. I was not a very loud child so teachers kinda like me when I was a kid. So I think there's nothing interesting from my life until I was 13. When I incidentally had appendicitis the same day my friend got himself into an accident. We were hospitalize at the same day. Very funny. When I was 13, I rode my friend's bike and ramp onto somebody's front bumper and I was so dumb to give him my real phone number. This became one of my greatest regrets in my life...

Back then, I thought I was going to be a surgeon or something like that...

I think my thought process all this while is what we commonly call naive. Or maybe it's just too much perfectionism meshed with my shoddy thoughts. When I was 15 or 16, I started of find out more about myself. I know I got a little brains but I know that I'm lazy too. My straight A's steak stops at SPM, in which I got 8 Rojak A's. I guess that is as far as my brain is gonna bring me. Now I'm not sure what is going to bring me higher...

People usually thought I'm brilliant, but in the end they will eventually realize that I'm just a fluke; although by then they won't tell me that I'm a fluke. Lol.

Being a lazy guy or a lazist is both my disadvantage and advantage. I was able to relax in almost any situation, sometimes people, especially my mom, thought I'm not serious in anything. The moment I'm writing this I got four assignments at hand and I'm still wanting to write longer. It's not that I don't give a f**k, it's just that---- I'm stuck with my words... lolX.

Keep bragging...

Me writing this long. Hmm, maybe most people who know me would think this is not me, but I gotta tell you that if I write, I can continue all day long. Those who don't understand me just live on with your life, maybe I'm a little different, the chemistry in me is kinda... ironic. Now I'm talking like I'm a perverted murderer or something like that, but no, that's definitely not me. I cry over an ant's death.

Grudge against me...

No, there's no grudge against me. Well.... I'm not sure about that actually.... Lol, this is really crap... Why would anyone hate someone who would post no threats against them?

Love...

I love this world. I love my family. I love my dog. Females? I don't know what i'm pursueing for in my love life, honestly. This is the blurrest thing in my life, I got no direction in this field. If you are going to trap me in a genjutsu (refer to naruto), use love life sekai , for sure I will never come out of it... I sound like a retard in this, tough I looks good *ahem, but girls don't fall for a perverted lazist like me. Haha........... Dun flame me for saying myself is leng zai... As for the one you thought I love, she's not the one for me; the one you thought loves me, she's not my type; you, I don't favour you either....

Hate...

I hate no one in this world. No excepts. I find no reason to hate anyone because it's a waste of time. But don't say that I love everyone, I'm not that gay...

Well, this is all for Part ICHI. Part NI will be out soon so watch out, and don't hate me or think otherwise about me after this... ^^v Peace.